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♥ Friday, September 30 ♥
just woke up..came home this afternoon... am home at last.. been out since wed. went to chalet at pasir ris, and stayed over at Sarah's house yest... super tired.. i miss home again.. met *baby* yest at CCK... i miss you so so so much....... =) waiting for lil baby to come over.. he's comin over for dinner and stayin over night.. somewhat la.. coz we're watchin Ju-on 2 later... i'lll be scared to death. and i need him to accompany me tonight.. heee............. come baby come.... i cant wait to see you again.... _oh BAbY_  left her thoughts ♥ 6:00:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 28 ♥
been meetin lil baby for da past two days..missing you... i've been travellin around spore man.. havin chalet later. debatin whether i should go. i hope i can see lil baby later... my life hasnt been really exciting.. but i'm fine with it. as long as i can spend my time with you.. =) i love you babiee.. _smIles_ left her thoughts ♥ 11:09:00 AM
♥ Sunday, September 25 ♥
sighs...feelin pretty f**ked up.... bad mood again........ arh.................. my bill's $245... my bank acc's gonna be so empty.... SCREW IT!!!!! _uRgG_ left her thoughts ♥ 12:07:00 PM
♥ Saturday, September 24 ♥
just came home not long ago..supposed to come back home on sun or mon, but i guess i miss home too much... haha... and also.. if i stay out any longer... i'll just drop dead.. went pasir ris park today, for some Baoc activities.. to bond us together... the student leaders for next yr Ba orientation. was there from 10.30 to 7pm.. am pretty much burnt.. haha......... but it was quite fun, with much complainin and much plannin.. haha... my class was plannin to escape the activities to go -Escape- hahahaha....... i love my class..... =) love u guys.... lil baby comin over soon..... cant wait to see him........ love u baby!! _sMiLeS_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:57:00 PM
♥ Friday, September 23 ♥
baby juon,i miss you dearly.... left her thoughts ♥ 10:28:00 PM
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yest was a long day.but a very very happy one.. woke up yest,travelled all the way to jurong east to put my stuff down. stayin over at friend's place. after that,headed to east coast park's costa sands... *skip's* bdae bbq.. HAppy BiRtHdAy boy..... anyway,after that.went to meet lil lobbie... he could come outta camp. so we met up and went to watch a movie.-the myth- after da moviee, we came back to edwin's house... lil lobbie could stay over for the night. was really happy.. so we watched la pi xiao xin until we were tired... *char and edwin and edric* came back from Momo... didnt go coz baby's too tired. anyway... we slept bout 4 plus.. baby,it feels so nice to be sleepin beside you, kissin each other good night... endulging myself in your embrace and you in mine.. wakin up in the mornin with you smilin at me.. you giving me a mornin kiss... baby..it feels so nice and so right.... i love you baby......... and i know you do too....... seeing you soon... and i can barely wait..... _hApPy_ left her thoughts ♥ 2:35:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 21 ♥
yest was our 1st month..HAPPY 1st MontH BABY!!!!...... Tuesday went to sch in da mornin coz i had some zest thing.. and someone broke a news to me.. and i was like ehhhh???.. I KNEW IT!!!!!!!! i knew it all along... nothin to hide wad...haahha.. shy also dun need to be shy until like tt... hahaha...... but...well...all da best guys!!!...... dont forget to invite me to ur wedding ah.. HAHAHAHAHA.......... bu yao ke qi ah....must ask me ok... anway,after sch,went to grace house... watch a movie.. and we headed to town... went a lil shoppin.... bought a skirt,thats bout it.. and i'm goin Malaysia later in da evening... baby's so sweet... i truly adore you...... _hApPy_ left her thoughts ♥ 11:16:00 AM
♥ Monday, September 19 ♥
for the last few weeks,i've been the happiest... the time spent with you was amazing.. just so amazing..... i know you would continue to make me happy.. and i will to you too.. money cant buy this happiness that i have.. i thot i was happy last time... but being with you is the ultimate..... i know you'll love me... and i'm thankful... my baby.... words cant describe this feeling, like you said to me... but... this warm fuzziee cozziee feelin inside.... makes me so happy... baby,i couldnt be any happier...... 2 more days and its our 1st month.... thanks for Snon.. and thanks for your love... thou you'll be away.. i'm still here... waitin to see you again...... i'll miss you this few days.... but you'll be with me.... like i'm with you... and...................... i do love you............. absolutely do......... _my BabY_ left her thoughts ♥ 12:33:00 AM
♥ Sunday, September 18 ♥
really really tired... but i'm really really happy and contented too... been meetin my lil lobbie the past 3 days..=) Friday, went party world at town with classmates... we had the wildest time together... Sinjin was the craziest...ha ha.... sang from 2-6pm... after that met lil lobbie.. went to catch -Sound of Thunder-.. after that we headed home... Saturday, was supposed to go Sentosa.. but it was cancelled.. so met lil honey and we went bowling... boy i suck..ha ha... after that we went bugis.... lucky i didnt go shoppin.. only bought one top coz i dirtied the top i was wearin with a newspaper.. anyway... we went town in the end.... walked and walked and walked.. and he bought me this CUTEEEE dog which really look like him.. its name also like him.... he's called...-Snon-.. like Juon like Snon... HAHAHAHHA......... arh my lil baby... so cute... thanks... went home later.... met up again and went -Chinablack-... crowded..... but me and lil lobbie had the fun of ourlives.. enjoyed it pretty much... because lobbie was there with me... =) 'and again,i wished time wld stop...so that i can be with you... _hApPy_ left her thoughts ♥ 12:30:00 PM
♥ Thursday, September 15 ♥
yest B.stats....was a total goner..went to the exam hall... sat down... and stared at the paper.. i only did like....1/4 of the paper. the rest was blank.and i meant blank.. wanted to leave the exam hall after 1/2 an hour coz i really really dunno how to do. was really upset after that.. and i know i'm gonna repeat that module...sighs after that.. headed town. went shopping.. retail therapy... de-stress.... bought a skirt,a shirt and 2 shorts.. whoa.. am going pok already..... anyway... met lil lobbie... went yishun to watch -the cave-.. interesting story... and i bought him this super super cute winnie da pooh.. he likes pooh.. and its so adorable... got it for him for our 1st month ani.. which is in 5 days time.. =).. hope you like it my lil lobbie.. love love lil cheryl left her thoughts ♥ 1:22:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 14 ♥
didnt really sleep last night.only slept for 2 hours. tossed and turn in bed.. couldnt help but to think... i hope you wldnt ignore me. sighs.. i feel....vexed. really lousy..... _wAlKs oFf_ left her thoughts ♥ 8:51:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, September 13 ♥
its 2am and i just cant sleep.....sighs.. my brains just cant stop workin. i'm thinkin,and thinkin,and thinkin..... sighs....... call me dumb,call me kuku... whatever....... i'm lousy... and i still feel lousy... _sighS_ left her thoughts ♥ 2:03:00 AM
♥ Monday, September 12 ♥
THUNDER.........!!!!!!!!!!!-hides under the bed- freak it... now i cant study..coz most of the time, my hands are pre-occupied.. from covering my ears... over slept this afternoon... but. nothin bad.. today's paper was crappy.. cos i was talkin rubbish most of the time.. HAHAHA......... and i miss lil lobster... i miss you.... can i sneak into camp?? just so that i can by your side everyday.... dang... if only i could borrow Harry Potter's invisible cloak... -looks around- HAAAIIIIIRRY POTTTTEERRRYYYY.......... OOPSS!! ERR..I MEANT HARRYYYY PPOOTTTTEEERRRR..heh.. WWHHHEEERRRREEEE AAAARRRREEEE YYYOOOOUUUUU!!!!!!! I NNNEEEDDDAAAA BBBOOORRROOOWW YYYOOOUUURR CCCLLLOOAAKK!!! PPPLLLEEAAASSSEEEE HHHEEELLLLPPPP!!!!! ok.... i hope he hears it... -keeps fingers cross- 'and i wanna be by your side _sNUGgLeSS_ left her thoughts ♥ 6:41:00 PM
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it has been less then 24 hours since i last saw you....and i'm missing you real bad........ i can't sleep...and i can't stop thinking about you.. lil baby, you're all i can think about.... your beautiful smile... just 3 more days and i can see you again.. i can't wait.... i wonder why i cant sleep... cradle me in your arms... and i'd be more then glad to fall asleep forever... boy it does feel like heaven.. or even better then heaven.. baby, you are special... extraordinary special... my kind of special....... 'and you really are....... _lOvEs_ left her thoughts ♥ 1:51:00 AM
♥ Sunday, September 11 ♥
had a wonderful time yest..lil lobbie came over.. supposed to teach me stats.. but we ended up lookin at each other most of the time.. hee.... left the house at bout 5,headed to PS.. we watched -Be With Me-,a film by Eric Khoo.. it was a great movie.. Eric really did a good job.. a film with not many dialogues.. yet,extremely meaningful. gives you an overwhelming feeling of sympathy and love.. i'm glad i understood the movie... and i hope i wasnt the only one who cried.. love between old couples is just so wonderful... the wonders of love....... and for Theresa,my heart goes out to her.. a Strong woman she is.... i truly respect her courage and determination..... seriously,a movie that is a MUST watch... =) movie ended about....11.30pm. headed home... and lobbie came over... =) my lil lobbie........ it feels more then just right..... it is perfect my lil one...... took cute lil pictures....and i bought a pair of shoes...=)  while we were...studyin..heh.. small.JPG)  hmm....he looks like the dog??or does the dog look like him??..hee  he's just soo adorable... 'hugs you tight _sMiLes_ left her thoughts ♥ 11:54:00 AM
♥ Friday, September 9 ♥
i am in a FREAKIN bad mood..today's totally FUCKED up. sorry for the vulgarities.. i'm really pissed...EXTREMELY... had to wake up early today,thought i could study.. but NO! had to go back to St.Margs to collect sum stupid cheque and O level cert. went all the way to sch... they asked me how come i didnt go for speech day.. HOW the FUCK would i know tt i WON somethin when i received NO letter?? WTF??? and i know nuts about me gettin the Gold MEdal Award... like wth...so you're gonna tell me 87685836 years later la??? alright... so i received a cheque for $300 for gettin the Gold Medal Award.. but WHAT THE FUCK!!... i have to use this money to pay my bloody handphone bill.. this month's bill came up to $300. and i seriously have no money to pay for it.. so FFUCKK!!!!....instead of using the money for myself,shoppin and all.. I HAVE TO PAY MY PHONEBILL.............CRAP....... i feel so fuckin pathetic.. no money no nothin... got an award,using the money to pay a pathetic bill... fuck it man........  got this..lil coin.....sighs Next fucked up thing happened....... MY PAPER........ screwed like shit.. the bloody examination hall was fuckin cold.. i was shivering throughout the whole paper, couldnt think because i was too cold... bloody brain must be frozen.. i cant even the do the simplest question..... FUCKIN HELL!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK........ i am so so so so ANGRY....FURIOUS with myself...... arh..........shit,i couldnt even balance the bloody accounts... sucha loser i am................... i'm just so fucked up....... probably should be stabbed in the head...... go ahead.......... STAB ME PLEASE................. and fuckin B.STATS........ i know no fuckin shit..... how to sit for an exam like that. fucked up........ its all damn fucked up....... fucked up girl with a fucked up life............... _StoMps off_ left her thoughts ♥ 7:00:00 PM
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saw you today,and lil lobbie,you made my day.. thanks a million... you have been such a sweetie, and i'm so glad.... i'm seeing you again later in the day and on sat. i'm so excited... and yes, you've given me everythin that daniel hasnt for the past year. this,i cant deny.. and in so many ways.. you are so great... you are just great the way you are... tts y i was so attracted to you.. and i will always be... and all i need now,is you... i'm definitely gonna do well for my accounts paper tomorrow.. because i saw you... lil lobbie.... thank you... thank you for your unconditional love.... that no matter what i do,did or ever will do, i know you'll still love me for me... i belong to your side.... and you,mine......... _sMiLeS_ left her thoughts ♥ 12:45:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, September 7 ♥
somehow,i'm really feelin very discouraged.i don't know why,but,i really feel like giving up. no matter how many times i tried,i just cant get it right. nothing gets into this pig brain of mine. i feel so dumb. perhaps,i don't even have a brain at all. but seriously,i've been reading through my damn notes,but i still feel like i've learnt nothin.maybe i didnt do it the right way.what's the right way then??sighs,if only i knew.the exams is just 2 days away.and some modules,i know no shit.oh well.who cares right??? i had this thought yesterday,"what if i quit poly,what am i gonna do??i'm probably too brainless to continue poly". which i had in fact,the same thought just 1 year ago while doin my os.. but somehow, i feel freakin useless...look,i'm already 18,aint i supposed to be havin my A levels and studyin my butt off now like the rest of the normal students??? look at my cousin,she's muggin her ass off. her prelims are comin...and for fuck,i'm in poly.what a shame.... i feel goddamn useless... but what the heck??i'm stuck in poly.in bloody 1st year which i'm probably going to repeat some stupid module.. I AM WASTING MY BLOODY TIME!!! i'm so frustrated.i feel as though i've been through the normal stream route. and i should be in ITE now. or i should have been to some VERY SPECIAL school. for the mentally handicapped...arh...freak it... URGGGG.....can someone please kill me right now?? _siGhS_ left her thoughts ♥ 12:43:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, September 6 ♥
OH COW....i'm so screwed... my stats!!!!!!!!! i need a miracle... please... gimme some knowledge... at least SOME.... i have NONE..... oh boy... this is bad... HELP!!!!!!!!! _SoBs_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:52:00 PM
♥ Monday, September 5 ♥
arh,i feel like shit... just puked out my lunch.. wasted my time cookin.. dang... my stomach hurts like crazy.. arhhhhhhhh........... if there is a lipo-suction... suckin out of FATS.... den there should be... stoma-suction.... suckin out of da STOMACH!!!!.. URGGGGG........... -points fist at my tummy- irritating piece of junk... its drivin me to kuku world... urggg........... %$%$#%!%*%$%@#$!@!............... stupid stomach of mine..... _gROanS_ left her thoughts ♥ 4:13:00 PM
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somethin not really pleasant happened today.i'm partly at fault.. rather..MOSTLY.. sighs... i spoilt lil lobbie's mood.. it hurts to see him frustrated.. and it hurts even more to be the cause of it.. lil lobbie, i've made it very clear, that you're everythin to me... i therefore,DECLARE and ANNOUNCE to the world.. that.. I,CHERYL ONG WAN SIU.aka.COWS am TOTALLY,ABSOLUTELY,COMPLETELY... IN LOVE with the prince.... the prince who caught my attention.. the prince who never fails to make me laugh, the prince who will always smile, the prince who is as great as a king, the prince who cast a spell on me and i'm mesmerizeedd.. the prince who has a heart of gold.. the prince who loves so unconditionally.. the prince who has my heart..... so my prince yadavoda.... please stay with me, and i'll serve you...... and shower you with sweet love.... and i promise to take care of you... and you will of me too... i will be with you.... from now and now and now.... neverending nows... and it'll always be now.... and now... ok.i feel lamed... 'good night my prince _sMiLeS_ left her thoughts ♥ 2:00:00 AM
♥ Saturday, September 3 ♥
die die die..i didnt study.. only 2 chpts...of micro.. might as well not study.. all i do is sleep sleep sleep... stupid pig me.. arh.... crappy.................... _fRoWnS_ left her thoughts ♥ 11:09:00 PM
♥ Friday, September 2 ♥
things have been goin really well...i'm pretty much happy with life.. except tt... exam's a few days away.. and i haven even started studyin.. i'm so dead,like i always say.. anyway... met *lobbie* on wed.. felt so nice just to be in his arms once again.. i feel as thou i'm home, like....i belong there... i dunno if lobbie feels this way too... its like... a new beginning, a new life... a different book in my life.. opening a new fairy tale chapter.. a fairy tale of my life... i dont want it to end... you said you wldnt let it end.. i know you wldnt.... so lets hold on to each other.. continue the chapters of this wonderful story.. 'good night my lil angel.... _smIles_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:42:00 PM
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